Why??!!

 Just two days into suicide prevention day, i am devastated with the news of  suicide by srikanth's nephew.

Outgoing, happy, responsible helpful always smiling, my favorite boy. They stay in a temple town where religious events happen all the time followed by lunch most times...when the entire family was away he has taken this drastic step. Wish he could have approached somebody for help. Cant imagine his mindset, where he has left his two young girls fatherless. I am not able to come to grips with his death. It is like a cold hand holding my heart in its vice like grip. Cannot imagine the state his young wife, two kids who can not fathom yet  what loss is, aged parents, a brother a sister whom he loved so much..

When ever i watched him, i would feel ...i would have liked to have a son like him

Be in peace, child, go in peace.. 

This is one pain that will never go away...😭😭